Back again - at last.  After doing so well trying to limit calories and eat some of the right things at least - and more of the right things a lot of the time I have backslidden......

The NHS is chaotic at present - more chaotic than it was I believe - with changes from on high being directed in order to get us all tot he end of PCT days - that is a challenge because despite the planning - loads of it and the meetings - loads of them too - there are real people who are without jobs now and don't know where to turn.  Across London many displaced staff and alongside those many unfilled vacancies - this means that between now and confirming people's redundancy we have to go though another try at filling posts with those ready for jobs!!  Then in the last few weeks of being PCTs (7 in our Cluster) we need to fix people onto he right payrolls in new organisations - cease our payroll and ensure that those leaving are paid redundancy and final pay in March - all very interesting and trying at times.

Well is all of that an excuse for the way my eating is well out of control - could be!!  The fact that I will be pleased to complete my NHS service after 25 years but am still waiting to know I will go at the end of June - is that a good excuse for eating chocolate - could be!!  Working alongside a number of people and advising many others with uncertain futures - could that be an excuse for eating sweets every day - could be!!!

So what?  I need to get a grip and keep control - sugar is controlling me now and that is a bad place to be - tomorrow I start to amend my ways and take control again of my weight and size.

I will use this blog - to report honestly and I hope this will help me to get back in control.